Monday, June 15, 2009

Here's what I've discovered,
Truly the truest truth I've ever dared to face,
Almost eveything I do,
Almost everything,
Stems from the profound fear that I will never be good enough.

I haven't yet decided if I'd like to change that.

Coincedentally, this song makes me feel better about my new truth.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

I'm the Girl Who

always adds an i love you to her goodbyes
has a mature mind and an immature sense of humor
duty haha
still wonders about her 4th grade crush
makes her room a tornado in 2 hours or less
loves the smell of paint, adores the smell of new books
showers by nightlight
puts herself out there and sometimes gets burned
makes mistakes
sings while she cleans
rarely finishes what she starts
stays online for hours
empathizes with fictional characters
must get to the happy ending or feel crappy until she does
procrastinates until the VERY last minute
eats unhealthy amounts of yogurt
dances when she's happy
dances when she's sad
stays up late because sleeping sounds boring
can't wait for long summer days
would rather talk than txt
feels connected to strangers
wants to live a day in the life of someone else--anyone else
talks far too much
has days when she doesn't want to look in the mirror
has days when the mirror is her friend
ditches on the last day of school
has a knack for saying the wrong thing
loves writing
vows never to go on a diet
vows always to act her shoe size
loves with her whole heart
may never fall in love
detests calculus
wishes at 11:11
wishes at 1:11
wishes randomly
will never figure out what to do with her life
loves to swim
loves to skate
likes nightmares
blogs randomly